What?

It's certain that people will come to your life and leave a mark on it, may it be a check or a cross. I can't say that I'm happy whether it's a good or bad memory, we know that at some point in life there's someone who will crash you down into pieces and it feels like slowly sawing your heart with a rusty saw and leave you to bleed. A question will abrupt in your mind, "why? why of all the people, why is it me that has to suffer this kind of pain?". God has plans. He won't involve you in a circumstance that he knows you can't face, maybe it's really tough and seems impossible to overcome but God knows you can. It's sad that we can't see it through ourselves, how strong we are, how we can make difficult things simple.

Have you ever asked yourself "why? why of all the people, why is it me that has to conquer this kind of pain?", can you see the difference between the words "SUFFER" and "CONQUER"? We can actually turn a bad thing into a good one, just be a little positive and everything will be not as hard as what you think. It's either you indulge yourself with miseries or fight till the end of the battle and win. Win? yeah! you've heard me right, I'm sure you'll win. As the saying goes, only tough ones will survive. We are here to fight not to lose.

Seeking for the reasons why we face such difficulties in life, I've found God. I've found him being with me all the time. Maybe, he only wants us to feel that no matter how hard things get, he's always with us and giving us all the courage and hopes that we need, a love that is unconditional.

Now, you may wonder or not why I do write these stuffs in here. It's not just for you guys, it's not just a simple reminder for you my friends... this one is also for me.

God bless us all. ^__^

So that's what u call love huh? :)

finally I've realized some things that I should have realized long time before I ended up loving you..

What's happening? :)

October 1, 2009.

ohh.. today's a happy day. :) Finally after two weeks of longing for my soysauce I've got to see him today.

We watched movie. hmm.. actually this is the 5th, "the Ugly truth" :) haha. The movie was funny. Then we played PS2, need for speed and guitar hero.. holy.. I'm not really good in games. haha and he's great. T_T ahh!! gotta beat him next time. lol We've decided to go home at around 7:00pm. haha.. he fell asleep and he had to walk from school to their house. :) I got home at around 8:00pm.

What I call LOVE.

yucky corny eeewwness baduy jologs LOVE.. XD

haha.. I've been asking myself why do I do this kind of stuffs that I know others might think that I'm yucky corny eeewwness baduy jologs..LMAO. the answer's in front of your blind eyes. yeah.. I'm simply in love. In love with soy sauce. lol. So how do you find

"ME telling the whole world about ME being in love?"

funny? ^_^ well, I don't think this is just something to laugh about.

I know everyone of us can feel this kind of emotion. Some of us think that this is funny or something that's not cool, maybe they had their hearts broken and just wanna laugh and lie to the world that somewhere in their hearts they've been longing for someone who could take their breaths away and make their hearts skip a beat. They might be those who promised themselves not to fall in love again, they are afraid to face the fact that a life without love is FUNNY not because it's fun but because it's NONSENSE.

Life is nonsense without love.